Next Book In Date: My ORD Date

It's almost over. I can sense it coming. Today is the last day I'll ever stay more than an hour in camp. We finally returned every single thing. Our bedsheets, blankets n field equipment had all been returned to the store man. My cupboard is totally empty now. I had cleared out all the stuff. I'm not going back to stay in the bunk anymore. Two long years in Seletar Camp has finally passed. All the shit is coming to an end now. When I left this evening, I don't even need to lock my cupboard anymore. The Yale lock that served for more than two years is retiring. I won't miss this place, but I will miss my great buddies who suffered with me n the rest during trainings.

I'm waiting to collect my pink Identification Card on the 15^th of March. The last time I saw it was 16^th January 2004. I want it back in my wallet soon.

It's the 28^th again tmr. Hai.. I still remember I asked her to come with me when I ORD on the day. She didn't hesitate at all n agreed on going with me. But it seems that nothing of that sort will happen.

She promised so much, but still left me in the end. I'm feeling the pain again......

--16 days to ORD--