Army is a relationship destroyer

I juz woke up n read Grace's(JC classmate) blog. It's kinda sad seeing that her dearest bf is going into the army. What she wrote reminded me of my ex girlfriend. I think she's more or less having the same feeling as wad my ex experienced 2yrs ago when i stepped onto the much dreaded Tekong Island.

Perhaps my ex was feeling much worse that time since she's so sticky n dependent on me. We spent everyday in school n we would go out during the weekends. That was when everything was so simple n beautiful. But when army came, it simply destroyed the whole picture. It smashed a relationship that was budding into something big. It took away my world when she left me last May. I was a broken man when i saw her with other guys looking for cmfort.

Sometimes, i hate her for leaving me, but at times, i know it was hard on her being alone outside without me by her side. I could still feel the taste of bitterness when she left me for another guy, but not as much now. Time has faded everything.

Grace, if u're reading this, try to occupy yourself with meaningful stuff when your dear is not around with u. As u know, it's an inevitable duty every able male in Singapore has to serve. Be proud of your bao bei that he's learning how to protect the country, n of cos protecting u n his family during hard times. U still have your friends. U will need them more now since u have so much spare time with him away.

Don't repeat the mistake my ex girlfriend commited. She simply kept imagining things n almost went insane when she had so much time but very little friends to spend with.

Army is going to be a stern test for u. I wish u well n hope u'll pass with flying colours
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i'm so sad

my bao bei has finally enlisted today.. i felt so strange the whole day..when we were in tekong..it still felt alright..cos we were still on the same island.. but now tt i'm home and so v free...i feel v lost..i feel like calling up someone to talk to. but i dunno wad to say.. sigh..i wanna call him to tell him how much i miss him..yet he's in the stupid army..i cant call and chat as and when i want.. i'm so sadddddddddd...

i'm like having a cold turkey treatment now.. having to quit my addiction to u.. sigh.. i wonder if u miss me as much as i miss u.. hope u have fun anyhow...

i cannot take it...arhh... wanna tell him how bad it is but i dun wan him to worry.. i wanna cry and cry but tt's really dumb since he's coming out in 2 wks time..but i'm really so sad..today is strictly no study, no work day.. shall recuperate by gg to von's party..why aint he calling yet?????

come home soonnnnnn..sigh..why why why mz i be so sticky to u? double pout.. it's just a really v strange feeling.. i really dun noe how to describe it.. it's like u're away for awhile but since we got tog..u've nv been anywhere without me..well at least not for 2 wks.. my strategy for these 2 wks? get really busy.. need to replace one day of work for the mc i took today..i'm so lost without u..come home and sayang me this instant marrrrr...!

haha..i think i'm hvaing split personality..i wanna teh him and yet i wanna scold him for being away.. i wanna demand him to come home now..i hope he falls sick so he can come home yet i want him to be healthy and have fun in tekong.. i wanna just throw my usual tantrums and have someone comfort me.. i think i'm basically a spoilt brat in the sense tt i always want ppl to hong me and make me happy even if i start pouting the slightest bit..nehhh

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