~Dazy Life~

5 days

1. CS4341 photo management project
2. NM4882A Game making project
3. CS4342 Maya Mel Scripting + Character rigging
4. CS5245 Special Effects filming + post-production works

(1) is done n handed in, (2) is 98% done with presentation n submission this Wednesday. Struggling with (3) currently with deadline on Friday. (4) is done with filming n i'm really grateful my group mates are handling the post production work due to my terrible workload, actually i feel damn bad abt it.

5 more days, final week of this semester b4 the exams start. Crunch time is here, (3) is wad i worry most. I really haf to bite the bullet n fight on till the end. Fight Fight FIGHT!!!!!

On a side note, realised last week an old fren(since 10yrs old) got attached for the 1st time. Got suspicious when i keep seeing this girl tagging alongside him when he comes to meet me for project discussions. It's nice to see a fren blissfully in love, though i feel a tinge of jealousy in me, but i'm truthfully happy for him.

But then bestie ZR lost his 1st gf roughly more than a month back, this being together for less than a yr. Kinda worried for him since it's not easy moving on from the 1st relationship in ur life. Clear reason behind the break up is unknown since our schedules are so damn fucking packed that the last time we met was during CNY.

One End, One Start, both involving more than decade-old frens. Are r/s all like this? Start nice n sweet, then it gets stale gradually when honey moon period is over. Eventually, both can't tahan each other anymore n end it, followed by lots of hurt n pain n tears. This process can span from as short as weeks or months to as long as yrs.

Getting into a relationship. A gamble? A game? Or juz a dream?

Ystd was a long day with my day starting at 6am in the morning. Went to visit the cemetery at Lim Chu Kang.