10km run again in the morning, i excused myself. My left knee felt weird, need to rest for my guard duty at night. Today was a significant day. Why?? Haha.. It's my current CSM's(Company Sergeant Major) last day in the company. He's gonna be promoted as Master Sergeant in rank n be posted to SOCE(School Of Combat Engineers) as specialist instructor at Nee Soon camp. My PC said he's reluctant to go, cos life is tougher as an instructor. Wow, he has his slack nature too. I thought he's juz one "garang" freak in a frame of a Hercules. Yeah, he's got big muscles. So big that sometimes he uses his muscles more than his brain. Haha.. Aiyah, he gets stressed up so easily that he raises his voice so freqeuntly, n that's when he loses his brain. Managing a company is not easy i muz admit. I can't imagine myself doing it. I think i'll slack till the whole company become unfunctionable. But sometimes, the way he do things is really unexplanable. U'll laugh your head off if i tell u some of the things he did. I can't say we all respect him as our CSM. In fact, we listen to him, 'show him respect', all because we're afraid of him. His frame n fearsome looks can turn u into a nervous wreck when he shouts. Lucky that we meet him now, i can't imagine if we meet him 6 or 7 years ago, when he was much worse. He once asked me how to be relaxed n not be so "garang" n i told him to take things easy, not everything can be controlled by him till it's perfect. But i know he will never change. He's too scared to make mistakes, too scared to be scolded by his superiors. He's hungry, hungry for rank promotion, hungry to climb up the vocation level. He's taking us as his stepping stone to get promoted. As a result, he made us do "garang" stuff to show his superiors he's gd, until all of us detests him. On the lighter side, he did try to be better. He tried to talk cock with us, joke with us. But most of the time, we find him lame enough n laugh behind him, me included. And there's a trait of him that made us so afraid to get near him. We suspect he has got a fetish for muscles or fleshy stuff. Lucky he's married, or we will confirm that he's gay. Haha.. I pray for the specialist trainees over at SOCE. Gd luck to them. We've had enough of him, it's about time he leave too...