~Dazy Life~

After Work

Wad do people usually do after work huh?? Play? Relax? Sleep? Eat? I haf frens who work till late at night, n they earn pretty alot. I haf frens who fly to different countries on different days n different timings, n they earn pretty alot too. I oso haf frens who work 9am-6pm 5 days a week, but i dunno how much they earn n wad they do after 6pm. I oso haf frens who haf to work on weekends, OT almost every night, but their pay isn't all that fantastic.

It makes me question myself: Wad is the kinda life i wanna lead? Gone are the days when i haf pretty flexible school day timings n long periods of school holiday. Right now, it's work every weekday, with 14days of annual leave, n erm, 14days of medical leave. N i probably will haf to lead this kinda life for the next 30yrs, with a wife n some children coming in in the midst of these 30yrs, hopefully.

I'm happy at work, n i'm getting the hang of it. I ask myself everyday, wad future does it hold for this job. 5yrs down the road, if i'm still here, wad will i become? Do i need more motivation? Do i need more challenge? Shd i go do something i like n haf passion in? Many questions loom.

I've come to a stage of my life when i wanna decide how will i live my life. Wad kinda experiences do i desire n wad do i wanna achieve. I haf this long list of tasks i wanna do, n with the added earning power which has not existed b4 i graduate, i'm slowly prioritizing them. However, i find myself not being fast enough. Are they too far fetched? I dunno.. Wad i do noe is they keep me motivated, they keep me wanting more, which in turn fuels my drive.

3rd March, Thursday

poor lesley fractured her tailbone while conquering Mt.Kinabalu.. I jokingly told her not to carry out such stunts in future, juz continue going to shanghai n do her shopping, at least all she gets are some aches in muscles n not fractures.