Woke up feeling like crap. I freaking dreamt of her again. I’m sorry, but I have to say it. FUCK my brain! U noe, if my brain is a computer, I strip it apart, take out the hard disk n change it with a new one, wiping out all the old memories n start anew. But I can’t. Damn it. I shall not love so deeply anymore, it only brings great amount of hurt when things fail. The higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment. How true huh?

Ok, enough of this. Below are the pictures of a blogging babe, Sarah Lim. She’s a 1.72m tall 19yr old SIM(S’pore Institute of Management) student. Don’t be deceived by her looks, she’s so not like a girl in her behaviour! She stays juz 3 bus-stops away from my house. Nah, I’m not a stalker. The pictures on her blog gave away the location. I noe Tampines at the back of my hand, so ya, a little detail in the pics n I’ll noe where it is.

Sadly, she juz broke up with her bf of 1yr 5months. Her bf is serving the army too. His vocation is a pioneer in the Artillery unit in Khatib Camp, which is damn near my Seletar Camp. No, for once, the break-up isn’t abt the army. Guess their problems thru out the r/s snowballed n the love btw them can’t withstand the tension anymore. Hai.. 17months, n it’s over like that. What a waste.

Needless to say, Sarah is devastated. She’s feeling as heart-broken as ever even when they had already broken up for more than a month. How I wish my ex can be like her. Sarah didn’t simply jump into another guy for comfort like what my ex did. I sincerely respect that. With her looks, she can easily get a new guy. N yes, she faces the same problem as my ex too; being pestered by guys who are ever so interested in her. I think the major difference between my ex n Sarah is their friends.

Sarah really has got great friends n family by her side supporting her n helping her get thru the dark days. Yup, I’m blessed with such great friends too, namely my kayaking team mates, best friends Zheng Rong n Daniel, n the ever so dependable Pei Ying, not forgetting my beloved mummy. As for my ex, she’s got plentiful of friends, but when she needs someone to truly talk to, she has none. Sometimes, I feel sad for her. She has to resort to finding a new guy to confide in her problems. True friendship seems like an alien to her. Her family problems didn’t help her in any way either.

Hopefully, Sarah can be happier in the coming months. My ex? She can never face her past loves, which explains why she totally boycotts me. 2yrs of love between me n her seems so puny now.

Heh, if Sarah sees this post, I think she’ll kill me. I haven’t got any permission from her to post her pics. So yeah, it’ll be up for 72 hours. I’ll take it down after that.

Driving lesson in the noon later. Gdbye folks..

Sarah's blog link: http://www.xanga.com/sarahannlim