My fears had been confirmed. The doctor told me there’s a tear on my meniscus, it’s pretty bad. I have to be downgraded to PES status “C”. I was “A”, fit for all activities. I’ll have to go for physiotherapy sessions now till next month when I see the doctor again. If my condition doesn’t improve, I’ll have to go for key-hole surgery on my left knee to stitch up the tear. The worse thing the doctor told me was that meniscus tears usually dun heal well, unless I go for surgery. I dun have any choice do I? To cure it once n for all, I’ll definitely have to go under the knife. I’m not allowed to play any ball or contact games now until I fully recover. That means I can’t play my beloved soccer. =(

Hai.. I give up. 2 years of National Service, so many things happened to me. Juz when my love for her grew stronger day by day, I had to leave her alone outside while I’m stuck in camp 5 days a week. Still remember, she was so devastated that I had to be away, I asked her to break my leg so that I wun have to be a combat fit soldier. She scolded me for saying that. Ok now, it has happened, but she’s nowhere near my side. NS took away 2 yrs of my life, disrupted my social life, retards my brain, caused me to lose the girl I love dearly, n now it damaged my body. How worse can it get. I wun complain much, cos it’s the duty of every fit male in Singapore to serve this 2 yrs in the SAF. It’s a necessary evil. Perhaps my injury came 22 months too late. Now I’m gonna be downgraded, I will have all the time in the world, but there’s no one to spend with. How I wish she’s still right here with me to support me now.

At least I can still walk n jog slowly w/o any pain. Surgery awaits me I guess, no point dragging on.

Ok, I’m going for my driving lesson, bye…