HJ: u ok not?i would haf juz died not sleeping for so long! lol

WL: wun die la. I’ll still online talking to u mah. onli eyes a bit red n swollen

HJ: let it go my fren,stop torturing yrself,cant go on like dis

WL: u think I want this? how I wish I can be numb to everything

HJ: when it’s time 2 let go,u haf 2 let go.holding on will kill both

WL: said easier than done. 2 yrs, how to 4get? u teach me la. why not u help me erase the memories?

HJ: haha,i not MIB,cant do tt.take yr time la.time can wash things away

WL: hai.. how long will i take? years? my life is screwed la. tired of putting up a brave front in front of everyone, especially my mum. she was asking why my eyes so red juz now. she didn’t noe I haven slept for 2 days of cos. dun want her to worry. hai

HJ: don wan yr mum 2 worry den don do dis 2 yrself.

WL: u think I want this meh. i cant help it. cant do anything w/o thinking abt her. she’s everywhere, really everywhere.argh!

HJ: k k.. relax.i noe how it feels.i like dis too when I lost my first bf.like I said,onli time can heal the wounds lor

WL: hai.. other than her complicated n troubled life, i really dun see much flaw in her. such a pity. shdn’t haf said those things

HJ: come on lor.nobody can put up with tt. i dunno y u can still change yr mind after knowing wad she did wif yr fren

WL: I noe her too well perhaps. she’s the kind owas need a guy beside her for comfort one. she’ll break down if u ask her to face all the prob herself.

HJ: no excuse.if a girl cant be independent,den wad?u cant be wif her ALL the time rite?in uni got lots of proj n tut,so much tt u wun even haf time for yrself.yr weekends will be v occupied one.so?she gonna go find another guy when u dun haf time for her?

WL: aiyah, dunno la. hai..this sux

HJ: maybe u guys are juz not meant 2 be la.she hurt u by being so close 2 other guys,den u hurt her by saying those things,like tt u guys are even liao lor.put her down,a gd guy like u can definitely find a better one.

WL: i prefer the old. i like an old comfy shirt. when u get too used to the shirt, u dun wanna change anymore. the new shirt can be nicer n branded, but it wun gif me the same old comfy feeling I want

HJ: lol yr analogy v funny

WL: ya ya, still can luff.. =(

HJ: k la,don be so sad.there’s still life leh.after my exams we go out n crap la.haha,see if my lame-ness can cheer u up

WL: see first lor. dat is if I dun die of lack of sleep till then

HJ: k kiez,gtg study.hate mugging for exams.u tk cr ah.selamat hari raya!

WL: haha, i not muslim. nvm… same to u too. bye…..

HJ: cya!